This is my wish for you:

Comfort on difficult days .
Smiles when sadness intrudes .
Rainbows to follow the clouds .
Laughter to kiss your lips .
Sunsets to warm your heart .
Hugs when spirits sag .
Beauty for your eyes to see .
Friendships to brighten your being .
Faith so that you can believe .
Confidence for when you doubt .
Courage to know yourself .
Patience to accept the truth .
Love to complete your life.

It's been some time since I've been on here .
So much has changed . So much has happened .
It's kinda crazy how much can happen within a few months .

I found love , and then lost it again .
But I don't really know if it was now .
" Never regret anything , that once made you happy " .
Something I guess I should live by .

There's nothing worse than regret .

I've been pushing myself to do well in school .
Although that has failed as well .
And my art ? I should really say , " what art ? " .

I really need to get my act together , ay .

I'm going to start pushing myself .
Get my ass into gear .
Pass this year .
Then finally move away .

Freedom , at last .

its finally holidays .
freedom , at last .

but of course , my luck serves me well .
and i become sick just as holidays start .
and not just the 'mentally fucked up' type of sick .

glandular fever .

i feel like absolute crap .
i can barely do anything .
eat . drink . talk . laugh . smoke .

im off to watch miami ink to cheer myself up .
its pretty much all i can do atm .

all inspitation is lost .
im pretty much just a lost ship at sea .
with no hope of returning back home .

im sick of school . work . people . things .
im tired . sick . drained . stressed .
i really miss aaron .

plus , this is pokeys last weekend .
which is scary to think about really .
but , its what he wants . which is the main thing .

things seem to be all over the place .

Craving .

Good company .
Blues and grog .
Comfort in a tent .
Inspiration .
Cheap cigarettes .
Conversation .
The open road .
Herbal tea .
My ‘Korn’ obsessed metal man .
And a little bit of lovin’.'

* sigh *
thats the life .